(Editor's note: There's about a 2 year gap between this entry and the last. Nothing that interesting really happened in my life during then, so I skipped them.)
Dear Diary,
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DID IT!!! I FINALLY DID ITT!!!! I CONFESSED AND HESIA YDES IM SO HAOPPY HAPY UIM SO HAPY I YAYYY!!!!!!!!
I finally confessed to Silho about my feelings!! I told him I love him!! And he said he loves me too AAAAHHH!!!! I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happyhappyahappyhapypYAYAYAYAY!!!! I'm so happy!! We'll no longer have this weird feeling between us when we hang out because I keep getting distracted by him and it's always so weird because he thinks I'm spacing out but NO!! I'm looking at him and I'm thinking about him and it's so cool he's so cool but then when we do something I can't focus on it because he's so PRETTY!!!! Stupid idiot stop being so fun and cool and interesting and and and AND AND AND!!!!!!! MMMMMMAUUFASDHHASJDHFJKASFDKJASHDKJASHD SILHO SILHO SILHO!!!!!! I can't think I can't think I've just been thinking about the confession all day long if I stop doing ANYTHING my mind just goes to him saying he loves me AAAAAAAA FUCK FUCK FUCK UFKC UFCK I'M SO GAY 'IM SO FUICKING GYA IFUCKASHASDHKJJHH!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Literally I don't think I'm gonna be normal again for a day!! A week!! I hope this doesn't mess up my job work because OZUKEIm's been really strict about performance lately I don't know why I don't CARE why I'm so happy Silho loves me SILHO LOVES ME HE LOVES ME I'M SO LUCKY!!!! I'm THE LUCKIEST MAN ALIVE I'M LUCKY AND I KNOW IT HAHAHAHAHAHHHDHASHDHASKJFHSDAJFDHAJSKDHIUASJFHER879FGYHUOERYHF8I